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Hello Everyone. I am helping my uncle to promote his Kursus Rumahtangga @ Masjid Darul Aman for next year's Jan 2010 and March 2010. So if you guys know anyone who's getting married but still has not yet registered for any kursus rumahtangga please visit http://sp-premarriagecourses.blogspot.com/ for more details.

Fees are at $260 per couple. =D The kursus is organised by SPMC and supported by ROMM, MCYS, PA and MUIS. 

Oh My God I have awful news! My brother, who is a freelance event photographer everytime he is in Singapore, got 2 of his DSLRs stolen from the National Library. He put his cameras inside his camera bag and insert it in the locker. You know how particular the National Library is about bringing in your belongings to he reading/reference area. And because they try to save their library, my brother got his own periuk nasi stolen. And apparently, the lockers are transparent. 

I seriously think they have to ask the person first, if their belongings are precious. I mean, if they are, then maybe they can bring it with them inside. Even if it is camera. I mean, it is not just a normal camera. 2 Nikon DSLR and most importantly, those cameras are my brother's life. He lives on that camera. He gets money from taking beautiful photos from that camera. Those cameras took the photos of Siti Nurhaliza once when she did her concert in...(was it Malaysia or Singapore?). He gets money from the pictures that those cameras produced.

It takes forever for anyone to get 1 DSLR. He lost both of his DSLR. I am not sure about his model, but they are sure those big and expensive Nikon that you see in COURTS wondering if you'll have the energy to carry it. I almost cried thinking how evil people are stealing my brother's life away from him. Reminds me on how many times my dreams almost crushed down on me. Abang, Fighting! =) Let's think it this way, even if that someone keeps your camera and refuse to return it to you, hopefully he gets into some bad luck and if he were to make a living out of those cameras like you do, those money are not halal and he'll live in regrets and despair. Take that you thief! I am really angry nih! Maybe ibu buy you a new one. I wish I have that money. I am even struggling to survive with $300 a month! 

Byebye

It's been a long time since this blog has been touched, updated, visited. I miss this blog, I miss the readers too. 

Sometimes I feel you guys are the only ones who truly understand me. Who truly support me, cheer for me. I owe a lot to all of you. Everytime when I am feeling down, my tagboard will be filled with words of encouragement that pushed me forward and your words always remind me over and over again, everytime when I feel like giving up, those are the words that got me through this wavy and unpredictable emotions. 

I can't even bring myself to complain in this blog because I am worried that I disappoint all the readers. Because despite of all the words of encouragement, I still find myself unsure, insecure and vulnerable. 

But I know, life is not that bad. I have great friends like all of you who will always support me. And I know that if I keep on complaining, you'll think your support will be useless. So no, because you guys are awesomely great to me, I promise that I'll never give up. I'll promise you and myself, that eventhough some people are being bias and eventhough sometimes your efforts seem worthless, I will try harder and never will give myself up because when I do give up, things will actually get worse from there. If I work harder, there is actually nothing that I will lose. I'll learn more throughout the journey and if I work hard enough, I may even achieve my dream.

My dream. I always mention my dream. But never really explain what my dream is. I'll tell you today. The dream that I've always kept as a secret because I am too embarrass as I think it is too ambitious.

I dream of having a store of my own, a brand of my own. Selling handmade bags, that are designed by me and sewn by me. Of course when things get better I get people to sew them. I want to make my brand well-known. In Singapore, Malaysia, Australia, Korea, maybe even middle east. Why these places? These places are chose because of their main language. I know a little them so it'll be easier for me.

But I have no savings now. I have no money to even buy fabric for my bags. Even when I get those fabric and is able to make the bags, I have no money to open up a store. Online? It'll take forever to be recognised too. 

So I make it simple. Maybe I'll just go NIE and try Malay Language. But my sister said they rather have A Level students whose minds are still fresh for their intakes. 

So how?

Byebye

Anyway, I am pausing my korean drama because it is so heartbreaking to see the girl going for the 'bad' guy again, even thought he nice guy treats the girl very well, nicely. He'll be the fireman, the oppa, the best friend, but in the end, the girl only has her eyes on the mean guy. All korean dramas are like that huh? There's a mean guy, a good guy, a good girl and a mean one. One's very poor, it may nit be financially poor, but can be an orphan like in Full House and the guy is a rich guy who is very mean at the same time. In the end, they fall for each other. And leave the good guy in tears. A fan of the good guy like me, also left in tears. =(

I don't care what the reality is, but the dramas are so mean. Once, please let it be the good guy gets the good girl. So that the mean guy realises that treating girl badly is not a way to show your love to her. Damn, I should be a scriptwriter and send it to KBS, SBS, or MBC. They need fresh new ideas besides getting ideas from Japan or the idea of 2 guys 2 girls for all their dramas. Although even if they stick to that idea I'll still be their avid drama fan. -_-"

Byebye

Anyway, my parents went to their usual 5 day vacation this morning and the chores are already starting to pile up in the kitchen and toilets. Annoying. Because I don't think my brother who stays at home will be doing those chores. Because he never does anyway. So tomorrow being my off day, I may have to do all the chores and I am so not liking it. =(

1- Since there has been Popeye's in Century Square, the toilet on level 5 of the mall is starting to become dirty and starting to smell like a typical toilet. Century Square's toilet used to be clean and dry and unoccupied whichever level you're at. Now, it's turning into Tampines Mall's toilet. But it will not reach that stage I think. Tampines Mall has the worst toilets ever.

2- I was watching movie alone right? So as I enter the cinema hall, it was empty and I was anticipating a whole cinema all by myself. Feeling feeling Yeon Ji Hoo from Boys over flowers gitu. But along came a couple. Just the 2 of them. & through out the movie, I felt like a third party sitting in front of them and spoiling their what could be a special moment. But who cares? I paid for the tickets and the movie wasn't so bad.

Byebye